DERRY GIRLS (2018 - 2022)
Season 3 | Episode 4
Love these 2.
I don’t really like playing music for other people. I spent a long time playing music around other people just to have them judge it, or not stfu making remarks while it played even though I’d always listen to what makes their heart sing without saying shit, and it just sucks. It got to the point where I started to become them to see how they’d react and it didn’t go well. They didn’t like how I reacted to their song choices even though I was just acting like them, but anyway.
I love sharing my interests but idk. There’s only one person I like sharing music with and it’s my own blood. My past relationships were just really annoying and everything is coming to light and the fact I’d tolerate so much dumb shit that we’re supposed to be enjoyable “little things” makes me wince.
Rejection?
When you reject someone, why do they want answers, or the reason so desperately? I feel like it’s so they can “change” but literally if that’s the case they wouldn’t be their authentic self. This is why I don’t give reasons, and wish them the best. I’m not here to give you advice that appeals to ME. I’m going to ignore the question that you think will benefit you for the future (it won’t) so you can resume being yourself until you come across someone who can tolerate that personality & behavior. I just sure as hell won’t be that person. I also never once asked ”what did I do” when I wasn’t wanted. I just knew that it was for the best and went on in life.
https://instagram.com/jestterdaii.photography?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=
any bit of support can help. I made this page roughly 2014/2015, and I am trying to jump back into it. life after graduation, and parenting kind of took me away from my passions, but I think it’s time to wake back up.
I use this platform more than Twitter…yet I still have a Twitter. I don’t use Twitter, but I have an account. <(._.<)
do any of my friends still operate on this junction? >.>
artist: Nishio__